Envelopes stuffed with feelings found

fabledtaxi @ 2009-05-27T10:40:00

2009-05-27T02:40:50Z

I've a pimple on my chin!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cues major depression*.

fabledtaxi @ 2009-02-18T21:22:00

2009-02-18T13:29:48Z

A holiday is what I need. Not a school holiday, an actual holiday spent alone.

My dream holiday would be driving along the Garden Route in Cape Town, South Africa, stopping by the different beaches, the various vineyards and just enjoying this peaceful solitude.

We all need a break from people sometimes. Maybe the best remedy I can administer to myself right now, is Starbucks and a book at my favourite spot at West Coast Park.

But my real wishwishwish right now is to zip around the beaches in NZ in an Audi TT/BMW Z3!!!!!!!!!!! Omg, pleaseeee. ) :

fabledtaxi @ 2009-02-14T20:18:00

2009-02-14T12:29:41Z

It takes a lot inside me, to acknowledge how everything is meant to be how it is right now.

It takes a lot inside me, to convince myself again, that odds are merely a set of numbers subjected to change.

Odds are merely a set of numbers subjected to change. Odds are merely words spoken from pre-conceived thoughts. Odds are nothing...nothing.

fabledtaxi @ 2009-02-04T22:02:00

2009-02-04T14:05:13Z

If there's a word to describe my life now, it would be appalling. Perhaps a friend who is stuck at Heathrow can help me straighten out my thoughts.

fabledtaxi @ 2008-12-22T21:27:00

2008-12-22T13:31:37Z

Everybody is coming up with Christmas wishlist. I just wish that my (busy) family could do lunch together after Christmas service, that is all. I am over the phase of I-want-this-or-that not because I have those stuff already, but how much happiness can the possession of cloth sewn together bring, or pieces of metal welded together ever beat your family being together?

Sleeeeeeeeep

2008-12-15T04:24:43Z

"Wah, you look so sleepy!"
"You too!"

Darryl was really sleepy during breakfast too. I guess I'll get my sleep on the plane later since the movies on board are rather terrible.

I have been thinking a lot recently and let's just say that it's time to draw a line to a certain friendship. We can be friendly and all, but friends should be chosen carefully and not frivolously, or not just because we can 'click'.

Anyway, bye Singapore! And dear Kim, thanks for holding the fort for me! :)

fabledtaxi @ 2008-12-11T20:57:00

2008-12-11T12:59:28Z

You don't know how afraid am I, that the person that I know you as, is not the person you are right now.

fabledtaxi @ 2008-12-08T22:36:00

2008-12-08T14:39:18Z

I can't believe Kimbaklor went offline the moment i clicked her msn nick. Kimbaklor you kanasai, I have a million and one things for you to give the green light for me to go ahead!

I decided not to go for the BBQ and just had a nice chat with Ruth at Starbucks. Either way, I should be falling sick tomorrow...hope not!

My lj cut isn't working

2008-12-06T11:56:05Z

The person that tag/pass me this is?

Fonteyn.

The relationship between him/her is?
Good friend. : )

Your five expression of her & him is?

Lame, Finding Emo, Reliable, Funny, Fun!

The most memorable he/she have done for you is?

Hmmm. Uhhh.

The most memorable he/she have said to you is?

Hmmm. Uhhh. Ooops, I can't remember, but it's not that she isn't nice or anything.

If he/she become your lover you will?

Please lah...

If he/she become your lover, thing she/he need to improve on?

Cooking skills! So that when I don't feel like cooking, she can take over the apron.

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?

Just not talk to her.

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
I did something horrible to her.

The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is?

Fonteyn, I wanna make you wear dresses!!! HAHAHA.

Your overall impression on him/her is?

Really random.

How do you think the people around you feel for you?

No idea.

The characters that I love about myself are?

Hard exterior.

On the contrary, what about the characters I hate about myself?

Soft interior.

The most ideal person you want to be is?

Master chef! Okay, just trying my best to honour God.

For people that love, care and concern for you, you say something to them?

Hello, thanks and I aprreciate you guys too.

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you want to know what they think of you, they are?

1. Choy
2. Samaria
3. Haniel
4. Joyce
5. Mayble
6. Gen
7. Corrinne
8. Philicia
9. Chloe
10. Scott

Is No.6 having a relationship with anybody?
Who Gen who!

No.9 is a female or male?

Chloe. Female.

If No.7 & No. 10 is together, will it be a good thing?

Hahahaa IDK man!

What is No.2 studying about?

We'll know in April.

When is the last time you spoke to No.3?

Phwoar, very long ago.

What kind of music band No.8 like?

Alternative rock, emo rock.

Does No.1 have any siblings?

A younger brother.

Will you woo No.3?

Help lah...

How about No.7?

Hahaha, I wouldn't mind if she lends me all her cameras, films and a free return ticket to NZ.

Is No.4 single?

Yeap.

What is the surname of No.5?

Koh.

What is the hobby of No.10?

Work out, work out, work out.

Does No.5 & No.9 get along well?

They don't know each other.

Where is No.2 studying at?'

Previously, SRJC.

Talk something casually about No.1?

How's work? Please cook a crepe for me thankyouthankyou. And don't kope so much food home!

Have you tried developing feelings for No.6?

Gen, can we? : )

Where does No.9 live at?

Serangoon I think.

What colour does No.4 like?

Pink stuff.

Are No.5 and No.1 good friends?

Don't know each other.

Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world?

Hahaha.

What is No.6 doing now?

Probably at church.

fabledtaxi @ 2008-11-26T09:10:00

2008-11-26T01:32:09Z

After looking at Melanie's photos, I want to have a Batman tee too! Then I will show Scott that Batman looks better without chocolate around his mouth.

On a side note, I miss 1a04 terribly. Of our 1a04 culture of go-home-sleep-first-then-go-out-till-late, our supposedly stargazing-picnic but we didn't even stargaze and just munched and laughed, and of course our upcoming dragonboating trip! : )

To always remember

2008-11-24T02:22:15Z

"Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things." 1 Cor 13:4-7

Ultimate shitzles

2008-11-18T09:42:17Z

Hello! Boyfriend of my 'other half'.

Gotta runz, the boys are back from Wallaby!

fabledtaxi @ 2008-11-16T22:09:00

2008-11-16T14:18:22Z

Rockstar Pirate/Programmes Head is too bushed to answer any emails today. Sorry mates/sai kang warriors.

Please sign up for Youth Camp!! Registration is closing soon!

Last day

2008-11-04T14:59:54Z

I just figured out you could configure the Friends box at Facebook, so you can turn it into a Featured Friends of sorts. So much for being a Facebook junkie.

PW ends tomorrow. : ) But it just means back to work, and I really dread starting on Econs, especially when I saw Jamie studying it today.

Nicolas isn't working on Thursday. Yay.

fabledtaxi @ 2008-11-03T23:29:00

2008-11-03T15:33:58Z

My brothers are the voice of reason in my life. I shouldn't be distracted. I should head back to that isolated and half-explored island called Studies.

After all, my brother challenged me to "succeed him." This is the kind of encouragement my brothers give.

By the way, I really need penmanship classes! My handwriting is atrocious during exams and I have had enough of marks deducted for horrible handwriting.

Ummhmm

2008-11-01T14:49:14Z

1. Do you have secrets?
Yes.

2. Would you fall in love with someone younger than you?
Eh, won’t.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
The learning is enjoyable but the cramming, so not.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Ho ho ho. I’d invest in oil futures. And then splurgeeeeeee on a yatch, a private jet, a penthouse in Newton, a city-view apartment in NYC and a beautiful house in Edinburgh, an Audi TT, BMW Z4, BMW 3 series, a bicycle for Samaria since she's so concerned about carbon emissions. Okay, I'll be nice and get her a Toyota Prius. Sponsor Choy's Cambridge dreams. Buy an English countryside property and spend millions on finding a Mr Darcy for Edna. Become Nico's partner in his restaurant business. Buy gloves for Hartsuiker (hahaha).Give some of it to my parents to travel round the world. (I'm pretty sure my brothers will make their own millionssss so I don't have to be a nice sister.)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Why not.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
I think it’s more blessed to love somebody because it’s not very often that you will find somebody that you’ll genuinely love; whom you want to bless and make that person happy.

7. Who do you idolise?
Nobody actually.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wait for him to break up? Aiya, usually somebody else would come along…

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
I think there has been more of bad news instead of good ones recently.

10. Do you have any regrets?
Yeah.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Slogging at work but it will be a satisfying job.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
God, Family, my CG, Picnic.B, SLM Hartsuiker, 1A04, Edna, Samaria, Phil

13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
I think she is a really nice girl even though she likes to play Psychologist with me.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Single + rich, at most live off my brothers. HAHAHA.

15. What is your favourite colour?
Black, white, green, blue!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
How much is all? My life, my savings, my family, my friends, my future?

17. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
I will. But reconciliation is something entirely different.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
I won’t forget.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Somehow, being single is damn attractive. As Scott said, “I spend my money on myself, I spend my days as how I like it to be.”

20. 6 people I have tagged:

Cause Laura said that I would cry

2008-10-30T14:55:49Z

FYI, I didn't. Maybe my favourite cereal would. ( :

A collective note

2008-10-28T14:03:32Z

I'm particular about boundaries. I like them to be bold and distinct. Like this.

GOODBYE

(A LAST WORD)

I just need a reminder; holding fast

2008-10-27T04:17:48Z

Though the fig tree may not blossom, nor fruit be on the vines; though the labor of the olive may fail, And the fields yield no food; though the flock may be cut off from the fold, and there be no herd in the stalls -- Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will rejoice in the God of my salvation. The LORD God is my strength; He will make my feet like deer's feet, and He will make me walk on my high hills. - Habakkuk 3:17

On 27th September, I blogged this:

I'm afraid of tonight. But it's okay because there're many other joys waiting to be discovered and things to be thankful for today, tomorrow and the days ahead. I may not be strong, but God is and that's all I need.

He has brought me thus far, and He'll bring me even further.

fabledtaxi @ 2008-09-24T22:49:00

2008-09-24T14:52:27Z

To a friend who will catch me if I fall:

Happy birthday dear! I will remember how you rescued me from the mud, the dirt and the rain.